My Classmate is a Bitch: Part 3

MIGZ

“Uy. Kain ka na babe. Dinner’s getting cold.”

Pat’s just staring at the food.  Tulala na naman siya.  It’s been like this since Thursday.  I don’t know what came up, or if anything happened at work or at school, but he seems distant. Uncharacteristically reserved. 

Thursday was when… that was when I fucked Karl again.  At the backseat of my car.  Tangina.  And I gave him a fucking lovebite!  But I always do that because I can’t resist giving them to my bottoms.  It’s just what I do.  I think I was stupid though.  Things became a hell of a lot riskier because Pat and Karl know each other.  Ang gago mo kasi, Migz.  You’re thinking with your head – not with that one up there, but with that freaking dickhead of yours.  Kantutang hayop, according to Pat.   “You always become dimwitted during sex, Migz. Admit it.”

“Eh kasi.  I’d rather focus on the pleasure, babe.”

“Kantutang hayop.  Kantot barurot.”

“It sounds so hot when you say it.”

Even my boyfriend recognizes that I go mindless when I fuck my bottoms.  Him included.  So, what I did last Thursday was like the stupidity of all my stupidities.  And with the way things are going on our dinner table these past few days, I think my stupidity with that lovebite is catching up with me sooner than I expected.

I think Pat knows.

“Pat.”  He looks up and stares blankly at me.

“Ha?”

“Are you okay?”

Pat just stares at me.  I know that look.  Something’s bothering him.  We stay quiet for a few minutes.  My hands are feeling clammy.  I muster enough strength to talk.

“Babe. What’s wrong?”

He just keeps on staring.  Those eyes are piercing me, making me feel so naked.  Normally I like that look of Pat’s, it turns me on so much that I actually strip naked for him always.  But this look – it makes me feel ashamed.

“Sorry. Napagod lang sa class.”

“Too many requirements?”

“Nah, okay naman. I just…feel tired.”

“I bought dessert.  To lift your spirits up.” I wink at him. Kumakabog ang dibdib ko, I don’t know why.  I just want to know how he feels.  I hate seeing my Pat like this. 

He looks at me intently and smiles weakly. I get butterflies in my stomach.  God, I know I’m a cheating bastard, but every time he gives me that beautiful smile of his, I feel like everything is forgiven.  Ugh, the things I’d do and give up just to see him smile.

“Kahit wala ka sa mood, ang ganda mo pa rin ngumiti.” I smile back at him.  He smiles for me again, this time with a little bit more energy.  I fly him a kiss across the table.  He’d usually catch those imaginary kisses, and then pretend to swallow them. 

Tonight, he just smiled back.  No catching of flying kisses, no swallowing.

“Thanks. Pagod lang talaga.”

“We’ll have some dessert, then let’s call it a night.  Para pahinga ka na rin. Okay?”

“Okay.”

I stood up and went to get the ice cream from the fridge. I started scooping out some for Pat.

“I got strawberry. Your favorite flavor.”

“Thanks Migz.”

I look him straight in the eye. “Always, Pat.” 

We’re both silent for a minute.

“Sorry. Ang init lang ng ulo ko lately,” sabi niya.

“Sino ba kasi yan?”

“Si Karl.”

That takes away my breath for a quick second. I recover instantly.  “What about him?”

“He’s been kind of bitchy lately.”

PAT

“He’s been kind of bitchy lately.”

I keep silent for a few seconds and observe him intently.  I see it. Migz’s body language is changing. Parang naging tensed bigla.  He’s back is turned on me, so I can’t be really sure what he’s thinking. 

I know about the two of you, Migz. 

“Parang nago-gloat siya everytime nagkikita kami,” tuloy ko.

“Ano sinasabi niya?” Nakatalikod pa rin siya sakin.

“Wala naman. Yun nga eh, wala siyang sinasabi. Pero parang may gustong sabihin sakin.”

Tell me, Migz.  I won’t be angry. 

“Aren’t you two friends?” tanong ni Migz.

“No, we’re not. Pero di rin naman kami magkaaway.”

Please tell me, Migz.  I’ll understand.  I’ll always understand. 

“Migz.”

He turns around and goes back to our dinner table. He smiles at me while giving me a cup of my favorite ice cream. I reach out for his hand, and I squeeze it longingly.  I give him my biggest, saddest smile, hoping he takes a hint.  Tell me, please.

I raise his hand to my lips and give it a kiss.  For good measure, I sucked a finger seductively. My lips swirled on his finger, lubricating it with enough saliva so that it slides down into my mouth easily.  I deepthroated the finger a few times.  Migz’s face turns red.  He gives out a hearty laugh.  I love hearing him laugh.  I take a deep breath.

“I know you love your bottoms. You’ll tell me naman di ba?”

MIGZ

“I know you love your bottoms. You’ll tell me naman di ba?”

Shit.  He knows something’s up.  As to the extent of what he knows, I have no fucking idea.

“Are you worried?” I tentatively asked him.

“Yeah.”  He held my hands in his and rested his head on them.  Ramdam ko ang pagod niya.  Gaano katagal na niya kaya tong dinadala?  I breath calmly, hiding the fear in my voice. 

“There is.” Pat looks up. I take a deep breath.

“There is a bottom.”

He nods his head.  “Do I know him?” he asks.

Shit.

“No.” Shit. Fucking shit, Migz.  Ang gago mo.

No turning back now.

PAT

“No.”

Shit. Fucking shit, Migz. 

I’m not surprised though.  We’ve been through this before.  He had been secretive with some of his bottoms before, and ang dami na rin naming napag-awayan about all of this.  But I always understand.  I understand because he needs his bottoms the same way as I need power and control over something.  Satisfying his bottoms without me knowing all about them gives him the assurance of ultimate virility and dominance.  My being submissive about all of these turns him on so much. 

But I know everything, Migz.  And me knowing everything while pretending to know nothing empowers me so much it’s exhilarating. Intoxicating. Nakakalibog.

There’s a surge of blood down there, between my legs.  I can feel my hardness developing.  My heart is starting to race.  I begin to breathe faster.  Lalong tumitigas ang burat ko.  My eyes are also turning hot.  Tears are coming out anytime now. 

“When do I get to meet him?”

“Di pa kami nagmimeet babe.  Nag-uusap pa lang over the phone.”

Fucking liar.  Putangina, lalo akong nalilibugan.

“I’ve been meaning to ask for ass photos from him, though. Sendan kita babe?” tanong niya.

“Yeah, sure.”

Tangina mo, Migz. Talagang ayaw mong umamin? Fuck. Ang tigas ko na.

“Are you okay babe?” Migz stood up and went to my side.  He took a chair and sat behind me.  He placed his hands on my thighs while his lips made contact with my neck.

“Babe, ang init mo,” hinga ni Migz habang inuumpisahan niya akong halikan.  Parang umuusok sa init ang labi niya.  Little kisses crawled on my neck and shoulders.  He reaches for my earlobe and starts to nibble on it.  Naririnig ko ang hininga nya, pabilis ng pabilis.  Nanginginig na ako sa libog.  Nilabas niya ang dila niya, at bumukas ang mata ko bigla. Shit, fuck, no.

Pinasok niya ang dila niya sa tenga ko, at may kung anong kuryente ang kumalat sa akin.  Tumaas ang balahibo ko, namulupot ang katawan ko, at tumirik ang mata ko.  Pinasok niya pa ng pinasok ang dila niya, pinaikot at binasa ng laway.  Hindi ko na kaya, Migz, parang kinukuryente ako sa sarap. 

“TANGINA MIGZ.”

I bend over to kiss him.  This time, hinalikan ko sya ng marahas.  Hinila ko sya papalapit, at inabot ng kamay ko ang burat nya.  I can feel his cock growing harder. I’m tonguing him furiously now, and without any warning I bit his lower lip.  He withdrew suddenly.

“Tangina. Biter ka na babe.”

“You whore.”

Migs smiles mischievously and pulls me up. He lifts me up and pins me against the well.  I wrap my legs around his waist, and he pushes his hard bulge against me.  He lifts my shirt up and starts sucking on my nipples. 

“Oh shit Migz.”

He realizes the lack of attention he’s giving to the other one, so he spits on one finger and starts pinching and playing with my nipple while sucking on the other one.  He pinches so hard, I cringe.  But he also sucks so hard and so good, so I moan.  Loudly. 

Tumingan siya sakin, at inabot ang mga labi ko.  We proceed to kiss.  This time, mas mabagal ang mga halik niya.  Pero mas malalim.  Parang gusto niyang higupin ang kaluluwa ko palabas.  I respond by pulling him even closer.  Sige, higupin mo pa ko Migz.  He kisses me for a few minutes, then starts to go down my ear once again.  Tangina, kinukuryente na naman ako ng libog at sarap.  Lunurin mo ako Migz sa sarap please.

“Alam ba ng bottom mo tungkol sakin, babe?” tanong ko sa kanya.

Tinuloy ng tinuloy ni Migz ang pagdila sa tenga ko.

“Babe.”

Migz looks up. “Yeah. And he thinks you’re a loser for not making me happy.”

“TANGINA.”

I pull him towards my lips.  The lust is too much to handle.  I give him a deep kiss, flicking my tongue against his.  Mas masarap ba si Karl?  Ayaw mo pang aminin ha?  Puta ka Migz, hanggang kelan mo itatago yang si Karl sakin?  Fuck ang cheater mo putangina mo Migz, nakakalibog ka.

“I’m fucking him next week babe.”

“Tell me all about it next week.”

“UP student siya babe.”

“WHAT?” I stop and look him directly in the eye.  I am turning red with anger, and I give him a loud slap on the face.

“Fuck you Migz.”  Tumingin siya pabalik sakin, nakangiti.  Tangina. I kiss him back furiously, biting his lips.  I reached under his shirt and pinched one of his nipples really hard. He moans while inside my mouth.

“Fuck me, Migz.” I say in between kisses.

He stops.  “What?”

“Fuck me.  Baka makalimutan mo na ako dahil sa bagong bottom mo.”  Baka ipagpalit mo na ako kay Karl, Migz. Puta ka. Puta sya. Puta kayong dalawa.

“You’re always the first, babe.”  I smile and give him a quick peck on the lips.  Sobrang tigas na kami pareho, at hinihingal na si Migs.

“Ligo lang ako babe.”

Migs looks disappointed. “Now na?”

“Ang haggard ko na.”

“Eh babe… tigas na o.” He strokes his bulge in front me.

“Fuck me when I’m clean.”

Migz sighs.  But he gives me that evil smile of his.

“Give me 5 minutes,” sabi ko.  Migz winks at me.

MIGZ

Damn, that was close.  I can tell he’s angry, but Pat is Pat.  He never lets me down with my bottoms.  He’s always up for it.  And I love him so much because of it.  He knows what I need (a nice plump ass with a tight pink hole), he knows why I need it.  He is perceptive and understanding.  He forgives, and then we fuck.  He is a gift that keeps on giving.  Ang swerte ko sa kanya.  He is unlike any other man in the world.

“Babe.”

“Teka ito na babe maliligo na.”

“I love you.”

PAT

“I love you,” sabi niya.

Tumigil ang mundo ko.  Parang binawian ako ng hininga.  Gusto kong sumigaw.  Gusto kong isigaw kung gano ko sya kamahal, kahit na may kinakantot syang iba.  Gusto kong isigaw na naiintindihan ko, at nagugustuhan ko.  Na libog na libog na ako.  Mahal kita, Migz.  Lagi’t lagi.

“I love you too, Migz.”

MIGZ

He stops on his way to the bathroom.  He looks at me.  Those sad eyes. Those sad, horny eyes.

“I love you too, Migz.” And he gives me the most beautiful smile in the world.  He understands.  I know it.  I feel it.  I really love you, Pat. 

The bathroom door closes, and my hard-on is slowly going down.  Di bale, babawi naman si Pat mamaya. Suddenly my phone vibrates.  A message notification.

“Hey babe.”

It’s Karl.  My dick grows hard automatically.

“Hey.”

“Nakita ni Pat yung hickey ko kanina sa class.”

Fuck.  Kaya pala ganun mood ni Pat. Tangina naman, Karl.

“I almost told him, Karl.”

“Told him what?”

“About us.”

“But?”

“I can’t. Not yet.  He’s gonna be angry.”

“Hihiwalayan ka nya?”

Well, doesn’t he sound excited. Stupid slut. “No.”  He loves me more than anything in the world.  And I do too.

“Okay.”

One-word reply. Karl is such an easy bitch to read. 

“Selos ka?” reply ko.  Fuck, my dick grows harder.

Karl sends a picture.  He’s lying on the bed, his ass pointing up.  “That’s me right now.”

“Damn that’s beautiful.”

“Wanna know what else I’m doing?”

“What?”

I slowly stroke my dick. Puta, Migz, ano nangyayari sayo.  One minute you’re professing your love to Pat, and now you’re sexting Karl.  Libog lang yan, Migz.  Pansamantalang aliw, while you’re waiting for the love of your life to go back to you.

Ang tagal naman nyang magreply.

Suddenly the phone vibrates.  A video call request.  I accept it, and a video feed loads.

There he is, on his bed.  He’s biting his finger seductively, and slowly going down… on an upright dildo. Fuck, he’s fucking himself with a dildo.  I look closely.  I can see his naked body, so so slim, so white, so flexible.  His pink nipples are erect.  His one hand is on his mouth, while the other one is pinching one nipple.  His clean-shaven dick is hard and pointing up.

He closes his eyes and his ass goes up and down on the dildo.  His head is turned upwards, as if in a state of pure sexual bliss. He opens his mouth and lets out a moan while he goes down, the dildo filling his hole.  He bits his lip while he looks at me through the camera.

Fucking shit, bahala na.  Libog na ko.  Tulad nga ng sinabi ni Pat, hindi na naman ako nag-iisip.  Burat ko na naman yung nag-iisip.  Bahala na, tangina.  Tanga na kung tanga.  I take out my dick and start stroking it for him.  He smiles and proceeds to fucking the dildo.  I can’t see his ass, but I can tell the dildo’s a perfect fit for him.  He crawls nearer to the camera and lets out his tongue.

Putangina Karl.  I mouth off the words and give him a smile.  “Putangina mo,” I whisper quietly.

Suddenly the bathroom door opens.  Pat looks at me stroking my dick.  My heart stops.  He smiles. 

“Di mo talaga ako mahintay?”

I smile sheepishly, tentative.  I don’t know how he’ll react. 

“Come to bed with me.”  And he goes inside our bedroom.

Fuck, di nya napansin! Suddenly, I had an idea.  I look at my phone, and Karl’s still there fucking himself.  He gives me a questioning look.  I place my finger on my lips, telling him to be quiet.  I enter our bedroom, my phone firmly in my hands.  Pat is on the bed, his plump ass is pointing up.  His tight pink whole is on full display.  God, I love pink holes.

He doesn’t see my phone.  Good.  I move towards him, slowly unbuckling my belt and undoing my zipper.  I let go of my pants and move closer to him with my hard dick.  I place my phone discreetly at the corner of the bed, making sure Karl sees me, my hard dick, and Pat’s plump ass.

“Kanina ko pa gustong warakin to, babe”, I declare loudly.  Pat moans in response.  I look at the phone, and again tell Karl to be quiet.  He nods is head, and spreads his legs for me.  He pushes the long dildo inside him.  

Suddenly, Pat turns around. Shit. 

“I miss you inside me, babe.”

He pulls my pants down, and I took my shirt off.  He raises his hands and slides them over my chest, my abs, and my treasure trail.  Ang init ng kamay nya, unti-unti akong napapaso. He looks up at me while he slowly swallows me whole.

“Fuck, Pat. Tangina ang sarap niyan.”

He keeps looking at me, and I can’t break the eye contact with him to check on Karl.  He goes and up down, swirling his tongue around my dick inside his mouth.  Putangina, he’s an amazing cocksucker.  I bit my lips, and he buries his face in my crotch.  Nararamdaman ko ang ilong niya sa pubes ko. He knows how to suck me, how to own my cock, how to make me feel good.  I may fuck a lot of bottoms, pero ibang kuryente ang nadadala ng pagchupa ng boyfriend ko.  Nararamdaman ko ang kuryente hanggang dulo ng daliri ko.  Nakakabaliw, nakakaulol, at… ibang-iba. Siya lang ang makakagawa nito, kahit kalian.  Other bottoms can come close, but Pat rules them all.

“Tangina Pat. Tangina. Iba ka.”

Hindi na ako makatingin kay Karl sa phone.  Hindi binibitawan ni Pat ang tingin nya sakin, at hindi rin ako makabitaw.  Iba sya ngayong gabi.  It’s as if he’s… exerting his dominance.  His ownership over me.

His hands are all over me.  Pinching my nipples, caressing my abs, squeezing my ass.  He reaches for my hand and holds me tight.  My other hand goes to his head, patting him, urging him on.  Hindi siya malaway chumupa, hindi tulad ni Karl.  Wala naman akong problem sa malaway, pero kapag si Pat ang chumupa, madulas kahit hindi makalat.  Parang lube ang laway niya, viscous enough to stick to my dick and not drip on the floor.  It drives me wild.  I like a clean bottom.

He lets go of my dick.  He’s still looking at me intently, and I’m too afraid to break contact.  Ayokong i-risk.

“Make love to me tonight, Migz.”

He goes down on all fours, exposing his hole to me.  I reach over and spread him wide with my hands, tearing him apart for my tongue.  There’s not a strand of hair there, and I bury my face willingly into his hole.  Ang tamis at ang bago.  He cleaned himself well for me, like he always does. I can smell the sweet soap he uses for this, and it drives me wild.  Coconut and vanilla scents are truly the best aphrodisiacs.

I invade him with my wet tongue, insisting my way into him.  His hole contracts and relaxes, dahil siguro kinukuryente na rin siya ng dila ko.  He’s loving it.  The moment I felt his hole relaxed, biglang kong pinasok ang dila ko.  Sinabayan ko ng dura ng maraming laway.

“Ah, fucking shit!  Babe that feels so good!”

I smile, feeling proud of myself.  I like making Pat feel good.  I really do.  It’s an accomplishment I’ll always treasure.

Binasa ko siya ng binasa, hanggang sa naramdaman kong handa na ang butas nya.  Mamahalin kita ngayon Pat.  Sinubukan kong tumingin sa phone, pero nakatingin pa rin si Pat sakin.  Hindi bumibitaw kahit kinakain ko sya.  Pinigilan ko ang sarili kong tingnan si Karl.

My hard-on is raging hard.  Pat’s hole is dripping wet. We’re both ready to make love. Lumapit ako sa kanya para ipasok na, pero tumigil ako bigla.  Umikot si Pat, at tiningnan ako mabuti.

“Fuck me while I’m on my back.  I wanna see your face while you own me, Migz.  I wanna kiss you while you’re inside me.”

Tangina, nalulunod ako sa mga salita nya.  Iba sya ngayong gabi.  He’s not the usual submissive bottom that he is.  Nakakapanibago, pero nakakalibog.  Nakakatunaw. 

PAT

“Fuck me while I’m on my back.  I wanna see your face while you own me, Migz.  I wanna kiss you while you’re inside me.”

I pull him closer while I lie on my back.  He reached down for my lips, and I welcome his sweet kisses with mine.  His skin feels hot on mine.  Para kaming magsisimula ng apoy na kami lang ang makakapagpatupok.  Hindi gagana ang tubig sa apoy namin.  Walang kahit anong likido ang makakapatay nitong apoy.  Titigil lang sya sa pagbabaga kapag tinapos na namin ang lahat.

Tinaas ko ang balakang ko para ilapit ang butas ko sa burat ni Migz.  He lifted my legs and placed them on his shoulders.

“It’s been a while since I fucked you like this, babe,” sabi niya.

“I know.  I wanna see you again.”

Hinawakan ko ang magandang mukha ni Migz.  Para akong nakatingin sa isang anghel.  Malibog na anghel.  Anghel na piniling mahalin ako.  Pinisil ko ang pisngi niya, hinaplos.  He kisses my hands, and then looks at me.  Yes, Migz, tingnan mo ko.  Pansinin mo ko.  Huwag mong bitiwan ang tingin ko.

“Own me, Migz.”  And he enters me, easily and deeply. Pinasok niya ako na walang sakit, walang pag-alinlangan.  Puno lang ng sarap.  His dick knows my hole perfectly.  He knows how to enter me without causing any pain, but still making it pleasurable for both of us.  There’s a comfortable familiarity in our fucking.  He may find excitement in Karl and his previous bottoms, but he has a home in me.  Inside me. With me.

Naiintindihan ko Migz, naiintindihan ko.  Lagi’t lagi.

MIGZ

“Own me, Migz.”

Nawala na ang pagpigil ko sa pagtingin kay Karl.  I’m not even sure if he’s still online.  I’m focused on Pat’s face right now.  I just want to look at him, to stare at his beautiful face.  He’s different tonight.  He’s… glowing.  His touch is softer, gentler, more tentative than usual.  It’s as if he’s trying to comfort me, trying to say something to me.  I’m afraid to ask him.

I enter him fully and deeply.  His legs are on my shoulder, his hands are on my face.  He keeps on caressing my cheeks. I start making love to him, never breaking his eye contact. I push myself deeper inside him.

“Oh fuck! Migz! Yes!”

“I miss fucking you babe.”

“I miss you too. I love you so much.”

My dick jumps up and grows even harder.  I want to be inside him.  It feels comforting to be inside him.  I start swaying my hips.

“You are so beautiful Pat. Ahhh tangina mo Pat! Putanginang butas mo ahh!”

“Sige pa, Migz, sige pa.”

“Eto pa!  Tangina Pat! Ahh ahh!”

Sinimulan ko na syang barurutin.  Bumaba ako para halikan sya, at sinalubong niya ako ng halik habang nakapikit.  Binaon ko ang burat ko sa butas niya habang binaon ko rin ang dila ko sa bunganga ni Pat.  His tongue fought back, so I kissed him even deeper.  With every deep kiss I pushed my hips forward, burying myself deeper into him, hitting his prostate, hitting his soul.  Pat let’s go of my face, his hands falling back to our bed.  Nanghihina na siya sa libog.

Fucking shit, he turns me on so much.  I wanna bury myself into him. 

I keep on kissing him because I can’t get enough of him.  He’s just enough and too much for me, all at the same time.  The duality of it is so confusing and intoxicating.  I go wild as his skin against mine burns with lust.  Sinusunog mo ako Pat.  Sinusunog mo ako at unti-unting inuubos. Putangina, Pat.

“Sige pa, Migz, punuin mo ako.”

“Pupunuin kita, Pat.  Akin lang yang butas mo.”

I enter him again and again.  I slow down, then suddenly I move faster.  I slow down again, feeling every bit of flesh inside him.  And then I fuck faster, destroying him, owning him, completing him. 

“TANGINAAA! Fuck sige pa ang sarap, ang sarap, ANG SARAPPPPP!”

I can feel it, I’m hitting his spot.  Tinuloy ko nang tinuloy hanggang sa mangatog ang tuhod ko.  Tangina, tinuloy ko pa rin kahit nangangatog.  I buried my dick inside him again, hitting him once again.

“AHHH PUTANGINA MIGZ! FUCK!”

Tangina, ang sarap ng ungol mo Pat. Putangina, eto pa! Eto pa!  Tanggapin mo yan! Hayaan mo kong wasakin ka. I’ll rip you apart and then I’ll make you whole again.  I want to drive you wild.  I want to burn you, consume you.

I love you.

Suddenly, Pat’s eyes go white.  Fucking shit.  He lets out a shriek.  “TANGINAAAAA AHHHHHHHHHHH!”

Shots of hot burning cum went out of his dick, hitting him on the face, on his chest, and on mine.  PUTANGINA HANDSFREE! I MADE PAT CUM BY JUST FUCKING HIM!  The thought is so much to handle, I go deeper and faster into him. 

“FUCKING SHIT BABE HERE I GO! I FUCKING LOVE YOU PAT!”

I fill his hole with my cum and keep on thrusting into him.  I use the cum as lube and I keep on fucking him, making him lose his mind.  I don’t want to let go of this moment, so I continue fucking him.  Tumatagos na ang tamod palabas, pero kadyot pa rin ako ng kadyot.  Tinuloy ko, hindi humuhupa ang katigasan ng burat ko.

Shit, tangina, isa pa.  Tangina lalabasan ulit ako.  Binilisan ko ng binilisan, ginamit na pampadulas yung tamod ko sa loob ni Pat.  Fuck, hingal na hingal na ako.  Mas matindi pa to sa cardio work out ko.  Tangina Pat nakakalibog ka kahit kalian! 

“Ahh shit babe!  Isa pa talaga fuckkk ang libog mo!” sigaw ni Pat.

“Di ko mapigilan ah, ah! Tangina ahhh!”

Palabas na, eto na.  Second orgasm, all for your Pat.  Fuck nanginginig na ang tuhod ko, parang nawawalan na ako ng hangin, nahihilo na ako. 

PUTANGINA. Tumirik ang mata ko.  TANGINA. ANO YUN. AH SHIT.  ANO YUN KURYENTE AHHH PUTA. Nanginginig ako sa sobrang sarap. Ibang klaseng sarap at ligaya etong pangalawalang cum ko. Sumisirit lang ng sumisirit ang tamod ko sa loob ni Pat, sa pangalawang beses.  Punung-puno si Pat, buntis na buntis.

Putangina. Ang sarap puta.

Wala na akong energy maglinis ng kalat.  Bumagsak ako.  I rested my head on Pat’s chest.  I cuddled into him, becoming his little spoon.  I feel his warm hands around me, his smooth body against mine.  I’m home.  And I’m fucking tired.  God bless you and your ass, Pat.  I so fucking love you.

Sleep begins to take over, and before I close my eyes, I see my phone at the corner of our bed.  The screen is black.

PAT

He looks so peaceful, so childlike.  Gusto ko lang siyang hawakan at hagkan, iparamdam sa kanya na nandito lang ako, at naiintindihan ko ang lahat.

Tiningnan ko ang nakapatong na phone sa kama.  Naka-off na ang screen.  Nag-end call na si Karl.

Napangiti ako, at natulog na.

KARL, after ending the call

I admit that was kinda hot, watching them make love to each other. Hindi ko rin naman maikakaila: Migz and Pat look really good together.  Migz with his lean, smooth, brown physique, and a dick that can put gay porn stars to shame. Hindi rin naman nahuhuli si Pat – slim, lithe, flexible, with an ass that can compete with mine.  Yes, they look really good together.

What annoys me so much is this: Pat seems like the perfect match for Migz, but Migz spends time with me. Admittedly, nagsesex lang kami palagi, but even Migz admits I give him a better fuck than Pat.  So bakit pinipili pa rin ni Migz na magstay with Pat?  Bakit, sa pagkadami-dami ng lugar kung saan kami nagkakantutan ni Migz, ay pinipili nya pa rin si Pat?  Why does he choose to go home to Pat?

And that fucking “I fucking love you Pat!” he shouted during sex.  Tangina! Argggh!  Si Pat na lang palagi. Migz, bakit hindi ako?

After an hour of feeling sorry for myself, I took my phone.  Fuck you, Pat.  Migz is mine.

“Hey.”  I texted him and sent a photo of my ass with the dildo inside my hole.  The ass is red and sore from the 9-inch dildo I was fucking myself earlier. 

I wait for his reply.  Ang sakit na ng bayag ko.  I wanna cum for Migz kanina, but cockblocker yang putanginang Pat yan.

5 minutes.

20 minutes.

45 minutes.

1 hour.

Fuck. Tangina mo Migz. 

Ang gaga mo rin Karl.  Ilusyonada ka.  Jowa-jowaan ang peg mo, bakla?  Hindi ikaw ang jowa. Si Pat. Si Pat na hindi marunong umalaga ng jowa kaya pinili nito na kumantot at magpaasa ng ibang bakla.  Si Pat na kahit sexy ay laspag na kaya naghanap ang jowa ng mas masikip na butas.  Si Pat na ang tanging alam lang sa mundo ay ibida ang pogi nitong jowa sa harap ng lahat na single na bakla. 

Pero si Pat pa rin ang pinili.  Si Pat ang kayakap nya ngayon Karl. Si Pat ang katabi niyang matulog. Hindi ikaw.

Eh ano naman??  He says he likes me and what I do to him.  He says I drive him wild.  He says I make him go stupid when we fuck.

Tanga ka ba Karl? That doesn’t change anything.  At the end of the day, kaninong kama ba sya uuwi?  Sayo ba?  Tingnan mo nga.  Katabi mo ba si Migz? Tingnan mo dali! O di ba wala siya? Tanga.

Putangina mo, Pat.

Umilaw bigla ang phone ko. Someone’s calling…

No. Someone’s video calling.

Si Migz.